so fast and it's mid week already.
2 more day to a long weekend(:
cant wait for it,as usual.

it seems many people are quitting.
and it's so lack of people that abbey hop to the proj side.
fynn leaving by the end of this week.
gonna miss her.
frankly speaking,im kinda tired of my job.
it's like a routine ,doing the same thing everyday.
i want a more interesting job,one that allow me to face unexpected situation.
not that the client are not 'interesting' enough.
there's always 'interesting' client around i guess?
boss offer a rate of $10/hr to continue after school start.
and this is not inclusive of commission yet.
kinda tempting,wonder should i take it up.(though im more on the 'reject' side)

it's been a rollar coaster ride for one of my close friend this week.
i wonder how's she's doing?
and is there anything i can do to make her feel better?
i wish i can make her smile though i know it's not gonna be easy.
those words of comfort and encouragement,i know a lot of people have already say to her.
i wonder what more can i do?
though im the 9876543w45678th person that may say this to you..
still,i want to let you know you can always count on me.
hang on there,it will be over soon.

last week sermon was quite meaningful.
an ex convict came to share about how God changes his life.
and it put me in deep thought.
how many people can actually forgive and forget?
even though sometime,we may say 'i forgive you'
how many of us actually manage to do that?
well,i cant.as much as i try to.
there's this barrier that i cant seems to cross.
to me,the crack is already there and it cant be mend.
but yet,as long as one truly repent,he's able to gain forgiveness from God.
i hope,one day i will be able to really forgive someone when i say 'i forgive you'.
much as i try,i cant seems to do that.
especially when you deviate in action and word.
ask yourself,are the excuse you give really that valid?
when you cant even fool a 3 years old kid with that.
i know i shouldnt be bothered with you as many have told me to.
but sometime,i just cant help but look back and ponder should a chance still be given?
well,let nature take it's course.

anyway,did i mention i finally went ION((:
met lala for subway first before lele join us
got a pair of shoe and someone birthday present.
been wanting to get a new bag but cant seems to find one that i really like.
the closest was the one at HURS in clarke quay:(
should i get it?
speaking of shopping,the clothes that sze jiejie help me ordered havent arrive:(
wonder did they lose their way >.<
and oh,met shar for supper with sherm.
i miss this crazy girl luh.
it's been so long since i last saw her.
to think we used to see each other everyday in school that we are sick of each other.
and oh,mum's coming back from hk tomorrow((:
wonder what she buy for me(:

and i wonder what's wrong with blogger nowaday,the icon to upload pic and all disappear :(
whatever.

guess i end here.
take care people.

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door